We first met just in last summer,
I held suspicion, she’s a scammer
But my instinct gave me the urge
To risk my treasure in a slow surge
The feeling reached a top degree
Is the contract without conclusion?
She promised, we are not three
Now, it looks like rerunning illusions
She made me tasted jealousy,
Gave me the virus of drowsy
She even made me spoke Spanish
Forgetting my guard unleashed
While I still weren't watching,
She sneaked into my quarters,
Made away with dear batching
Leaving lonely, my lone universe
I tried realizing my long dream,
Asking for a swim in the stream,
She furtively faced my clear beam
Positing we should keep it a secrete
She promised smiles for tears,
Saying her trust is in her dear.
And she can’t wait another year
I asked, is this
against all odds?
Joyful weeks rolled into months
Bitter months folded into years
But my sister kept wiping the tears
While I kept scripting the fonts
My mother said she stole my heart,
My sister believed she was influenced
My dad said, ‘son, feel your heart’
And my brother still remained silence
I tried to do what my father told me,
But all I felt was bitterness or emptiness
Did she steal what I can’t do without?
And oh, is there a slice of second chance?
She came from and through nowhere,
Did she mean to hurt me?
I am still a survivor, surviving every year
My heart is all what I want now.
